My libido and age

There is a proverb in my country- “thirty as Wolf, forty such as tiger”. That describes that women' age between 30 and 40 have high libido. But I have a different view.

I am 27 years old, but apparently my libido can’t compare with when I was 20 years old. I was just in the early age of 20s, when stimulated by strong porn, that I can ejaculate 6 or 7 times a night. I need longer time to ejaculate than last time, nevertheless, the last time I almost can’t ejaculate out.

Once I was very moved by a kiss in American TV show, I only ejaculated 4 times a night, but it last a whole week, until the next week the next episode showed on. I think fantasies are really helped. I totally ejaculated 28 times a week and the consequence is also bad, and I nearly go to bathroom 20 times a day. But this experience is very exciting. I never regret for that. Because after a week, I cover back to normal.

   Nowadays, I almost ejaculate once a night. I don’t know what will happen in my 30 years old or 40 years old, but I think can’t be stronger any more than 7 times a night. That is really my max, and I can’t do that in my 27 years old, even though 40 years old.

   I hope I can ejaculate once a week, when I am 80 years old. I am not kidding.

Women have two balls as homologous to the male two testes?

Frankly speaking, I am not so sure there are two balls in female Labia majora as homologous to testes in male scrotum. Maybe they are just lumps or something, but I really can touch them. The right one is bigger than left one and its diameter is about 5 mm. They can be moved slightly, when I play with them. They may change a bit in size, when I am aroused. I think they are the key that my ejaculation is so different from other women. No research or article has mentioned them in any way, even no one trusts me.

I call them X- balls

Female ejaculation---liquid from urethra?

Current theory claims that female orgasm is ejaculating a lot of liquid from urethra. These are all nonsense. They even did not understand what the female orgasm is. Some women had urinary incontinence during the intercourse, because of the strong hit. But all people thought that was female orgasm. When today too many people so-called professors are studying in brain nerve during such a fake orgasm, I feel very sad.

I never never ejaculate like that way during my ten years of experience. I have no fluid expelled through the urethra, even a little not at all. In my ejaculation, I feel something gush out of my body, when I stand up; I can just feel a little mucus out of my vagina.

After I want to ejaculation, before I see porn, I usually have to pee first. Because if I am aroused by porn, I can't pee any more and if I don’t want to ejaculate fast, I should have to pee, if I just want to have a ejaculation for good sleep or release my body, I should hold a pee, in order to ejaculation as fast as I can. But whatever I pee or not before I start, I always should have a pee after I ejaculation, although I make myself empty before.

 This pee after my ejaculation is little different from normal. I can’ pee strongly and easy like usual. I should wait some seconds to pee. I can obviously feel some switch in my body should be changed before I pee out.

These are my body language, lots of things I can’t express with English.

Premature ejaculation-A real disease or named by people?

Premature ejaculation (PE) is a condition in which a man ejaculates earlier than he or his partner would like him to. Premature ejaculation is also known as rapid ejaculation, rapid climax, premature climax, or early ejaculation. Masters and Johnson defines PE as the condition in which a man ejaculates before his sex partner achieves orgasm, in more than fifty percent of their sexual encounters. Other sex researchers have defined premature ejaculation as occurring if the man ejaculates within two minutes of penetration; however, a survey by Alfred Kinsey in the 1950s demonstrated that three quarters of men ejaculate within two minutes of penetration in over half of their sexual encounters. Self reported surveys report up to 75% of men ejaculate within 10 minutes of penetration.

  These are definitions by Wiki. Unfortunately I don’t agree with that, because this premise all depend on that women are hard to satisfy and need long time to ejaculation. What if the premise is wrong, absolutely the conclusion is wrong. I don’t think premature ejaculation is a real disease. If that, I think I do have PE too. 

  The time is not a big deal for me whatever in physical or psychological. 1minute or 10 minutes both are OK; the consequences are in same way. Frankly speaking, many times I don’t want do it for long time, and I just need to ejaculate, and I just need release, so I don’t want to waste so much time for that same purpose. Sometimes I just started doing a few, but I can’t help myself, and I nearly ejaculated, but I didn’t want to ejaculate so fast, so I had to stop it and let myself had a break. But sometime I stop it too late; the spasms had spread to my whole body. I must use all my body strength to grind for increasing that feeling. If I didn’t do that, I also ejaculated. I can’t control it, if I begin to ejaculate.

  Once I was so aroused, I ejaculated 6 or 7 times a night. First time I needed 2 minutes to ejaculation, after a few minutes, I found I was aroused and I can do it again, but this time I used 5 minutes to finish it. And so on, the next time needed more time than previous one. Last time I almost can't ejaculate and I nearly use 30 minute to finish it.

  Maybe I have premature ejaculation; maybe it is time to change your traditional idea.

Female multiple orgasms -A beautiful lie

Almost all researches about female orgasm have claimed that women can have multiple orgasms, but in my experience, I never have multiple orgasms.

  Every time I orgasm lasts for a few seconds (normally not over ten), I try my best to grind my pubis to the bed backwards and forwards. After ejaculation I am very tired and feel sleep immediately. I just roll over and I can get into sleep in seconds. I become unresponsive to sexual stimulation and cannot begin to build up another excitement phase until some period of time has elapsed, maybe some minutes, some hours, or some days. In my opinion I think in female orgasm brain also release some special hormones as same as male. We just don’t know right now.

  I used to make love with my boyfriend, and I had experienced that so-called multiple orgasms. Indeed I got some pleasure in that multiple orgasms, but I got nothing and am still aroused after that, and I just want to pee during that so-called multiple orgasms. I tried to make some changes. I made him hold still, I control the rhythm. I lay on my back and put my legs together and used my pubis towards the root of his penis backwards and forwards. Then after a few minutes, I got my ejaculation-body spasms. I remembered I only said “I am so sleepy, I can’t continue, you do it yourself.”

  So-called female multiple orgasms is just a pleasure, definitely not an orgasm. Multiple orgasms depend on the male penetration into vagina. When men thrust fast and strong, women would think it is an orgasm; when men thrust slowly, women would think I have experienced an orgasm; when men thrust fast again, they think it is second orgasm. But unfortunately these are not real orgasm. That may be why women want men make love as long as possible, in order to make women get orgasms as many as possible.

What poor women always count own happiness on someone else!

I don’t love porn, but I need to see it

Today I want to talk about porn in my life. Lots of my female colleagues don’t like to see porn, but they at least saw once before, because their boyfriends or husbands love to see porn. They are all confused why they love to see porn so much, but nearly all women think porn is boring and ridiculous. When I told them I also saw porn and reserve hundreds of them, they were shocked. I was not going to say anything, because I can’t explain to them that I don’t love to see it, but I need to see it.  

Porn takes very important role in my life. When my body gives me a signal to want to ejaculation, I usually see porn before I do it. Porn can make me aroused and make me into sex fantasy. I can feel some changes in my below, nerve impulses very strong as same resonance as heartbeats, then I know I am ready for ejaculation. I start my perpetual motion unconsciously, until I get that about 10 seconds spasms. I like to ejaculation at the same time with the man in porn, but mostly I can’t do that, I usually ejaculate in advance, I finish it nearly into 2 minutes, then I immediately lose my interest in sex.

I never addicted to porn. There is one and only one purpose I see porn, ejaculation. When I have done it, I close the porn video immediately, whatever the man in it ejaculation or not, I don’t care, because I have another important thing to do-sleep. I like to see new porn, because old porn I have seen is hard to make me arousal again. I see this porn today, I ejaculate once today. I see another porn tomorrow, I ejaculate again tomorrow.

In one sentence, I need to see porn very much.

History always be right, until not---Survival of fittest’ is disputed

Today I saw an old news “Survival of fittest’ is disputed” Charles Darwin may have been wrong when he argued that competition was the major driving force of evolution. But new research identifies the availability of "living space", rather than competition, as being of key importance for evolution. Space is the final frontier for evolution.

 

History is always going forward，but the women are still living in a lie-G spot. I never never give up, even if no one understands me in the world. I will keep on revealing the mystery of female orgasm, until the truth about the matter has come to light.

 

I have last one chance---Shere Hite.

I have a secret

I am a girl and I have a secret, since I was 11 or 12 years old. I never told it to anyone, including my best friends or my mother. I had a very high sex drive, when I saw some porn. I can felt a pulse in my vulva, and I felt very strong urges to do something. No one teach me what to do, it is instinct by my nature. I lay down bed on my face, and made my vulva rubbed against bed backwards and forwards, until I got a spasm, it always last about 10 seconds. After that, I lost my interest in sex immediately and I felt sleepy very very much. Usually I roll over and go to sleep right away without any cleanness. This game has been with me for over a decade. I nearly have to do it once a day. Sometimes I am alone in my house, I can do several times one day. Once I did it 28 times a week, because I saw the kiss scene by two people in an American TV. I was moved by them, by their love, their true love. I did it 4 times every night, lasted whole 1 week, because the next episode only showed in the next week. Subsequently in the second week, I go to toilet 20 times a day, and more seriously I peed little and without any force. I was not worried for a long time, because the third week I almost cover back.  

   I write my experience to so-called sexologists, but they treat me like a shit. Even they tell me maybe it is a lump or tumor, when I say I can touch little balls in my labia majora.

Oh, my fucking God. Why are they so adamant? They even never give me a chance to show them. They treated what I said like bullshit. 

   Before Copernicus proposed heliocentric, all people thought earth was the center of the universal. Two guys wanted to build a thing called an airplane. Ridiculous, right? Are these all science fictions? 

   All I am asking is for those experts to have the tiniest bit of vision.

   God bless me!