Today, I donate 50 RMB to Wiki, and this is my first time donation willingly. I used to, but all forced, either cut by my institute or by others' eyes. I just want to be myself.
The reason of today’ donation is very simple that I want Wiki alive, independently alive from any power. I feel very very happy that I can help someone else who really needs a help, it is like I helped a handsome black guy to put his bike in front of the bus in Tampa. I feel a sense of well-being, it comes from my deep inside. I have to admit my American trip gives me a lot of things, my mind is more open-minded, and I consider some farther things, even though I can’t get a consensus on the problem of female orgasm with West yet.
I am not going to tell anyone about my donation, including my Mon, because they will think I am out of my mind. In other eyes, I am a lonely, withdrawn and no-friends girl, even I don’t want waste any money or time to present colleague’s wedding.
No one can understand me at all.