2013年1月24日星期四

Movie “Desert Flower”



Recently, I saw a female movie “desert flower” about female genital mutilation in Somalia. This movie is based on the bestselling novel by Waris Dirie, who was circumcised in 5 years old. It really made me into deep grief, especially at last scene Waris cried in the speech, I can’t stop crying. Female genital mutilation has been practiced in some form or other for several thousand years. Today this horrible tradition is still practiced in many countries around the world today – by both by Moslems and Christians. According to records kept by the United Nations more than 6000 girls become victims of this heinous crime every day.

The causes of female genital mutilation include a mix of cultural, religious and social factors within families and communities. It is a very older phenomenon. FGM is considered by its practitioners to be an essential part of raising a girl properly—girls are regarded as having been cleansed by the removal of "male" body parts. It ensures pre-marital virginity and inhibits extra-marital sex, because it reduces women's libido. Women fear the pain of re-opening the vagina, and are afraid of being discovered if it is opened illicitly.

Actually, this is my second time to talk about female genital mutilation. I asked Beverly about her opinion of female circumcision, but she let me down again. She told me many of the women have sexual pleasure and orgasm after female genital mutilation. OMFG, I don’t know how many bombs I need to put into her ears to wake her up. If we want to figure out the FGM, we must talk about MGM, Circumcision and Castration together, because people are deceived by the similar definition.

1, FGM
Female genital mutilation (FGM) is defined by the World Health Organization (WHO) as "all procedures that involve partial or total removal of the external female genitalia, or other injury to the female genital organs for non-medical reasons." The WHO has offered four classifications of FGM. (From Wiki)
Type I: removal of the clitoral hood, almost invariably accompanied by removal of the clitoris itself (clitoridectomy).
Type II: removal of the clitoris and inner labia.
Type III (infibulation): removal of all or part of the inner and outer labia, and usually the clitoris, and the fusion of the wound, leaving a small hole for the passage of urine and menstrual blood—the fused wound is opened for intercourse and childbirth.
Type IV: several miscellaneous acts are categorized as Type IV. These range from a symbolic pricking or piercing of the clitoris or labia, to cauterization of the clitoris, cutting into the vagina to widen it (gishiri cutting), and introducing corrosive substances to tighten it.
In my short opinion, FGM is a removal of the clitoris and some other things.




Around 85 percent of women who undergo FGM experience Types I and II, and 15 percent Type III, though Type III is the most common procedure in several countries, including Sudan, Somalia, and Djibouti.

2, MGM
Male genital mutilation (MGM), often referred to as 'male circumcision', comprises all procedures involving partial or total removal of the external male genitalia or other injury to the male genital organs whether for cultural, religious or other non-therapeutic reasons. (From Wiki)

Types of MGM


Type I - excision or injury of part or all of the skin and specialized mucosal tissues of the penis including the prepuce and frenulum (circumcision, dorsal slit without closure).

Type II - excision or injury to the glans (glandectomy) and/or penis shaft, (penectomy) along with Type I MGM. Any procedure that interferes with reproductive or sexual function in the adult male.
Type III - excision or destruction of the testes (castration, orchidectomy) with or without Type II MGM.
Type IV - unclassified: includes pricking, piercing or incision of the prepuce, glans, scrotum or other genital tissue; cutting and suturing of the prepuce over the glans (infibulation); slitting open the urethra along the ventral surface of the penis (sub-incision); slitting open the foreskin along its dorsal surface (super-incision); severing the frenulum; stripping the skin from the shaft of the penis; introducing corrosive or scalding substances onto the genital area; any other procedure which falls under the definition of MGM given above.
The most common type of male genital mutilation is excision of the foreskin (circumcision), accounting for the vast majority of all cases; the most extreme form is excision or destruction of the testes (castration), which constitutes a small percentage of all procedures.

3, Circumcision
Let us have a look at male circumcision.
Male circumcision (from Latin circumcidere, meaning "to cut around") is the surgical removal of the foreskin (prepuce) from the human penis. In a typical procedure, the foreskin is opened and then separated from the glans after inspection. The circumcision device (if used) is placed, and then the foreskin is removed. Topical or locally injected anesthesia may be used to reduce pain and physiologic stress. For adults, general anesthesia is an option, and the procedure is often performed without a specialized circumcision device. Circumcision may be indicated for both therapeutic and prophylactic reasons. It is a treatment option for phimosis, balanoposthitis, and chronic urinary tract infections (UTIs). (From Wiki)





In my opinion, we should distinguish circumcision from genital mutilation. Genital mutilation, whatever for female or male, is very different from circumcision essentially, but people are just confused by the two different conception. In short, circumcision is just the removal of some skin of glans or clitoris, but genital mutilation is the removal of the main genital body.

First start from male, then expand to female. Male Circumcision is just a removal of the foreskin which glans covered by, in order to let glans exposed to the air, but male genital mutilation is cutting the male main body, such as testis or whole penis or glans. In my idea, genital mutilation is totally castration, whatever for female or male. Next we must have a look at castration.

4, Castration
Castration (also referred to as gelding, neutering, fixing, orchiectomy, oophorectomy) is any action, surgical, chemical, or otherwise, by which a male loses the functions of the testicles or a female loses the functions of the ovaries. (From Wiki)
The practice of castration has its roots before recorded human history. In ancient times, castration often involved the total removal of all the male genitalia. This involved great danger of death due to bleeding or infection and, in some states, such as the Byzantine Empire, was seen as the same as a death sentence. Removal of only the testicles had much less risk.
In my short opinion, male castration is a removal testicles, or whole genitalia.

Chemical castration
In recent years, due to too many sexual crimes happened, the chemical castration drew people's attention.
Chemical castration is the administration of medication designed to reduce libido and sexual activity. Unlike surgical castration, where the testicles or ovaries are removed through an incision in the body, chemical castration does not actually castrate the person, nor is it a form of sterilization. When used on men, these drugs can reduce sex drive, compulsive sexual fantasies, and capacity for sexual arousal. Chemical castration is generally considered reversible when treatment is discontinued.

Next, we look at their sex ability, according to some researches, some are cut off the testicles, some are chemical castrated, and some are cut off the whole penis.
At first, a man who has been castrated will still have a sexual urge. Over time, however, because he's no longer producing testosterone, he'll lose much of his libido or sexual desire. Medications can readjust the chemicals in his blood and bring back some sexual desire. Studies have also been done that show with increased stimulation, a castrated man can actually get an erection, have sex, and orgasm (although ejaculate which would be minimal in volume and not contain any sperm). According to one study from the 1960s of about 1,000 German sex offenders who had been castrated, 65 percent men immediately felt their libido plummet, but 18 percent were able to have sex 20 years later.

A man who has been chemical castrated said that “The only prospective I can give is long term chemical castration. My hormones are at castrate levels. I can still get an erection and ejaculate. But it's much more up to her, and being with her. There's no interest in an erection when I'm alone. I can only have 'normal sex' once or twice a week. This all varies from male to male. In a large percentage of men the ability to have an erection is gone after 1 to 5 years; in some its matter of days. The younger you are when your castrated the more likely you are to be able to perform the following years unless you were castrated before puberty.”

In my short opinion, the purpose of castration, whatever removal testicles or chemical castration, is to prevent sex hormone secretion in male body, in order to reduce male libido or sexual desire, but male also can get an erection, have sex, and orgasm. What if the penis is cut off? Do you hear someone who is cut off penis can get orgasm? Of course not. So the key important problem is, in biology, female clitoris and male penis are homologous.

 



You don’t believe eunuchs in Chinese old history can orgasm, do you? Frankly speaking, cutting female clitoris is as same as cutting male penis. Maybe female have sex desire, because the ovary is still there which also can release sex hormones, but female have to suffer much more sex torture than eunuchs. You can imagine that you just cut penis from a male, and left two testicles which continue to produce large amounts of sex hormones, but he had no way to release his strong sex desire, how much pain he would suffer! So you can understand why several researchers have written that FGM does not necessarily destroy sexual desire in women, just let them living death.

In essence, FGM is making women to be female eunuchs. I have to admire that person with so sinister intention who invented FGM thousands of years ago. If we say that cutting the testicles in males is because we should reduce the male libido, and cutting testicles and penis, like Chinese eunuchs, at the same time is because we should eliminate male libido and orgasm ability from the roots together, we have to say that only cutting female clitoris, while remaining ovary is because we just need incomplete woman who never can get shudder of climax, and only to be male sex slaves and reproductive tool willingly. In order to seem fair, they concocted MC, so women achieve psychological balance, and deceived by such selfish and shameless behavior. How vicious intentions! Unfortunately, some fueled people concoct that the women should and must get orgasm through vagina under the name of sciences. Here is a paradox in logic. How should we define the Rape, if women can get orgasm through the vagina? You can imagine that I am a male, and I am very very good at penetration on female vagina. Does that mean I can rape any woman I want, because I can give every woman orgasm through my best penetration? Any sense of feeling is from within, and it is stupid to depend on others’ alms. John Stuart Mill said that “women are actually worse in their conditions than slaves, because men expect women even love, rather than just obedience, at least from slaves they don’t expect love.” Historically, the first mention of male and female circumcision appears in the writings by the Greek geographer Strabo, who visited Egypt around 25 BC. Look at these countries with cradle of civilization, like Ancient Egypt, India, Babylon and China, who ever had glorification of the past history, today they still use the ignorance and lies to strengthen authoritarian ruling, their vulnerable old civilization is already far behind of modern west civilization now.

Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me. Stay with us, lord. I like the words in “Deep Blue Sea” very much.

2013年1月3日星期四

胡虏无百年之运!

桂冠英雄

我为爱而生 我为爱而活

为一个梦 我压不扁也打不倒

我为爱狂傲 我为爱谦卑

爱我的国 我的家和我爱的人

把桂冠给你 把光荣给你

我知道英雄走的路有多漫长

我知道你要 我知道我要

新的世界

这次US之行是彻底的失败了,但我相信谎言可以骗所有人于一时,也可以骗一些人于一世,但不可能骗所有人于一世。现在的我只感到无尽的悲哀,无论是对中国人还是对女人,鲁迅先生说的一句话“人生最大的痛苦是梦醒了,却发现无路可走。”

2013年1月2日星期三

Bye了芝加哥,bye了美国

终于到了北京首都国际机场了,今天的AA187航班空空如也,上座率不足20%,以后大家可以再11月底去美国玩吧,这样人少真的很好,在作为上可以躺下,这样感觉时间过得特别快。
谁说是在芝加哥安检的时候收走I94表格下半页的?我特地问了美国安全人员,他说是在登记口由AA航空人员收走。我也纳闷了,我的护照上面只有进入美国的时间,和在北京的出、入境章子,是不是少了一个美国的章子?我也没有弄懂。刚刚上网查了果然美国出境不用盖章,只用交I94表格,吓死我了。
登机时,特地拍了芝加哥的夜景,嗨,真是命中注定的,早上来到芝加哥,晚上离开芝加哥。再见了U.S..也许不会有下次了,我去芝加哥的时候,在飞机上吃饭的时候,满心期待的每次都要西餐,这次回来听见客服大妈问我“Noodles or Pizza”,我毫不犹豫的选择了Noodles,说实话我听见“Pizza”这个词我就想吐了。在美国沃尔玛的Pizza好便宜啊,大约3$多点就能买一个很大了。我第一次在飞机上把饭都给吃的光光的,太他妈的好吃了,虽然米饭是夹生的,中间更本没有熟,还是硬硬的,但是我还是狼吞虎咽的吃个精光。太想吃中餐了,在美国别的都无所谓,就是这个吃饭太让人头疼了,回来了一定让老妈好好地给我补补。

今天太激动鸟,回国一个月都不能上Blogger,用尽了所有办法,都不行。今天终于可以上了,我快被气疯了,写Blogger 可能用2个星期写一篇,MD发表用一个月FQ。

2012年11月23日星期五

购物,购物,还是购物 倒数第三天

今天是Black friday,我起了大早去买东西,早就在网上看好了,我5:40就起床了,顺着Fullerton Ave 先往西,在顺着Halsted St 一路向南杀去,到了North Ave,一路小跑,6:05就到了AE了,买了3件衣服,电视上经常说感恩节人很多人大采购,其实大早上没有那么多的人出来,只不过后来我下午在去Downtown的时候,去Gap,Mall的时候人特别多。这就应了一句话,早起的鸟儿有食吃嘛。本来还想看看ON,但是已经6:40了,因为床位还没有确定,所以我给先赶回去吃早饭,如果还没有床位的话就要Check out 了,结果很幸运的得到了一张床位。不到8点我又急匆匆的出门了,要去给老宋买机子了,答应她的,去看看吧 ,是否有特价。老宋真的很走运,原件499的机子,现价349,加上一块电池和一个包外加税总共472$.

五大湖(GreatLakes)是位于加拿大与美国交界处的几座大型淡水湖泊,按面积从大到小分别为:苏必利尔湖(LakeSuperior)、休伦湖(LakeHuron)、密歇根湖(LakeMichigan)、伊利湖(LakeErie)和安大略湖(LakeOntario)。除密歇根湖属于美国之外,其它四湖为加拿大和美国共有。这五个湖泊所组成的五大湖是世界上最大的淡水水域,总面积达245,660平方公里,有北美洲地中海之称。

不得不说芝加哥的天气真的不好,城市的中心位于东部靠近密西根湖,有千禧公园和林肯公用 ,在城市的西部就是工业区了,我站在海滩边,往东北部望去就是天气瓦蓝的,往西南Downtown去就是黑压压的乌云。而且芝加哥的风可真大啊,我还算走运穿了一件风衣来美国,我在中国都很少遭遇这样大的风,像我这样可以接受任何严酷天气考验的人,都不得不倒着走路来减少风刮在脸上的痛。By the way, 芝加哥的中国人真的很多啊,我这里说的是中国人,不是华人,在Michigan大道上,几乎5mins就能听见标准的国语,我个人觉得他们不是美国人。

明天还可以玩一天,还是老规矩,早睡早起,明天准备去跑步去,顺着海滩往南跑到千禧公园,后天晚上就要离开美国了。

2012年11月20日星期二

Hi, Chicago 十六天

今天终于到了Chicago,大白天天就暗暗的,这让我对这座城市没有什么好感,但是比NY要干净多了。
这就是我坐的大巴车Greyhound,华盛顿DC的下午5:40分天已经全黑了,美国的大巴车和中国的有很大不同,像咱们国内的如果说去喀什或是库尔勒的车,那么这个车上的人基本都是去同一个目的地的,但是美国不是这样,Greyhound有点像中国的火车的感觉,就是设成一站一站的,我在DC上车的时候才不到10个人,我还满心惊喜的想哈哈,去芝加哥的人太少了好爽啊,其实那些和我一样在DC上车的人没有一个是去芝加哥的,都在中途下车了,而中途又上来好多人,有些是去芝加哥的有些也不是。谁说美国人不晚点,我们在克利夫兰的时候就晚点了半个小时之多。

终于挺到了白天了,我赶紧把表往后调了一个小时,当地时间11:30我们才到了芝加哥灰狗巴士的车站。车站是可以免费WIFI的,我赶紧掏出Laptop查了一下路线,一路北上,距离真的不进,最终还是找到了住宿地方。

又赶紧查了一下Bestbuy,发现老宋给我发邮件了,立即去给老宋看机子。Bestbuy的工作人员说所有的Video camera都是made in china.老宋该哭了。同寝的一个女孩是来自NY的,她告诉我Chicago很boring,没有NY玩的地方多,我也这么觉得的,明天就去买东西,顺便去一下千禧公园就OK了,Chicago的任务是大采购,25就该走人了。

2012年11月19日星期一

再见了,Washington DC 第十五天

今天下午5:40PM的车,所以今天决定在晨跑一次,还是老路线,白宫-华盛顿纪念碑-林肯纪念堂-华盛顿纪念碑-白宫-回家。昨晚因为一直在计划Chicago如何去大采购睡觉比较晚,但是今天还是在7点左右自然醒了,7:30AM就出发跑步了,路过一家超市发现他的营业时间是9:00AM-5:00PM,因为要买一些路上吃的喝的,我决定慢慢跑,9点赶到着买东西。

在跑到林肯纪念堂的时候,因为时间还早,没有什么人,我站在林肯纪念堂面前驻足了很久,我想把这里的一切一切都映在我的脑海里,那历史的一幕一幕又如电影一样按着时间的顺序播放着。如果说华盛顿将军领导的”独立战争“开拓了美国的新篇章,使美国摆脱了大英日不落帝国的殖民统治,让美国白人第一次感受到国民的待遇,那么林肯总统的南北战争就是打响了美国种族平等,解放黑奴制度的序章。我不得不再次佩服北方统帅格兰特将军的心胸,面对着已经战败的南方统帅罗伯特李将军提出的各种各样苛刻的条件,还是用豁达的胸襟接受了,同样是内战,而我们中国人是如何处理的呢?北平当年是和平解放的不假,但是在”北平和谈“上提出的”惩治战争罪犯“蒋介石排第一名,夫人宋美龄排第二十六名,这些条件让人质疑你真的想要和谈吗?毛泽东当年在45年去重庆10.10和谈之前对林彪说的没有错”你打的赢,我就谈的好“。中国人啊中国人,什么时候才能去掉这种骨子里有毒的乳汁呢?

路过白宫的时候,看见稀稀拉拉的有人在站岗,这不禁让我想起了袁Sir说的,白宫门前站岗的都是保安,而不是军人。的确美国只有100万部队,去哪里打都是这100万人,他们是职业军人,而且其中有20万女兵。想想那些在中国对自己老婆施行家暴的中国男人吧,你们也就欺负个东方弱小的很傻很天真的女人们,换成美国这20万女兵,敢打我,我他妈的打的你鼻孔窜血,中国男人只会在家打老婆真是怂到家了。不得不说女权主义起源于欧洲,发展于西方,欧洲真的女人的天堂啊!远东则是女人的地狱。O,My fucking God.我自认为没有能力站在道德的高度去评判一个历史性人物的功过是非,但是我敢说一个男人能让自己的女人在2年的长征逃跑过程中,怀孕10次之多,我只能用“禽兽”这个词才形容了,如果非让我再加2个字的话,我只有说“禽兽不如”了。你着的爱过这个女人吗,我自身设想一下,也许我也控制不了那十秒钟颤抖对我的诱惑,但如果我是一个男人,我绝对不会让我的女人怀孕10之多,有很多方法啊,我就不会买个套什么的吗?或是体外射掉就行了啊。当然了,杨开慧1930年11月才被可恶的国民党反动派杀掉,但是贺子珍的第一个女儿就已经在1929年3月出生了,你也太风流了点吧。时间能证明一切的一切,累赘的语言来解释谎言都是多余的。

By the way,前几天刚刚得知习总因胡总放弃了军委主席的位置而夸奖他“高风亮节”,中国媒体大肆报道,我真的不知道中国这些媒体是缺心眼啊,还是缺心眼啊?习总夸胡总的同时,不也是在骂老江当年不愿意放弃军委主席是“不高风亮节”吗?你们可要小心啊,老江还没有断气呢,他党羽众多,小心灭你全家。这又让我想起了老梁说“什么是民主”?民主不是你想做什么就做什么,民主是我不想做什么就不做什么。我说慧慧你要脱光了衣服躺在床上等着我,民主就是无论我是谁,慧慧都敢大声的对我说“Fuck yourself”,因为我哪怕是总统或主席我都不能把小慧慧怎样。

快12点了,我需要Check out 了,我准备在去一下国会山,离车站很近也不用浪费时间。12:30就到Union station的我百无聊赖,要等到5:40呢,我决定还是去国会山待会,毕竟这里是美国的最高权力机构,就犹如中国的人民大会堂一样。我现在就坐在国会大楼东北角的长椅上直播。中国政府学习西方从来都是为了自保不得已而为之的举动,无论从清朝的洋务运动,还是本朝的改革开放都是如此,其实中国在形式上已经具备了美国2院制的雏形,中国的人民代表大会其实就是美国的国会,但是形式一样本质大相径庭,美国的国会议员是每个州自己选出来的2个议员,他们代表了各个州的各自利益,所以他们不会听从Obama的。就连当时罗斯福总统新政的时候,也是动用了非常手段才完成与国会的较量。而中国的人民代表大会也有作用“人大可以举手,政协可以拍手”,我们的代表不是我们选举的,当然不会为了你的利益说话了,至于他为了谁的利益我不知道,但我知道你要是和党叫板,党就换了你个代表,党说你是人民你就是,党说你不是人民你就不是,谁让咱伟大的祖国叫“中华人民共和国”呢。美国的这种党、政、军分离,立法、司法、行政权力分离的制度在中国不适用,咱们中国人讲究的是团结,我们就喜欢介绍国家领导人的时候说“国家主席,军委主席和党的总书记某某某时”,我们多自豪啊。美国的领导人多难混啊,国会与他叫板,在野党与他叫板,情人出来揭发他的性丑闻,看咱中国的领导人多幸福,“薄熙来同志与多名女性发生并保持不正当男女关系”,哈哈哈哈哈,章子怡还站出来澄清自己,狗屁!

By the way,我去车站上楼梯时,看见一个中年妇女吃力地在一节一节楼梯的往上移一个行李箱,虽然我也十分累了,但是我还是一句话也没有说提了她的箱子就上去了,她连声在后面说“Thank you Miss, i appreciate”,虽然语言没有天分的我毕竟看了那么多年美剧了,这几句话我还是懂的,我说了句“Welcome”就走了,事后回想这件事我应该不应该告诉她“I am chinese”,咳,中国人的名声是在太差了在海外。我自认为自己有一颗善良的心,我愿意帮助别人,但是如果在国内帮助别人提行李,她万一认为我抢她怎么办?虽然最后可以澄清,但是为我增加了许多的时间和精力成本。所以我在国内一般很小心翼翼的活着,只是怕给我带来不必要的麻烦。扪心自问一下,如果我是佛山那18个路人我会去抱起那个路边已经血肉模糊的小悦悦吗?我可以肯定的回答你“我不会”,因为这样一个人人自危的国度里,我不知道这件事背后还有什么圈套等着我呢?我并不会漠视他人的生命,但是我更在乎自己的利益。Sorry,这就是一个领会了亚当斯密《国富论》精髓的人的选择,我自认为自己不是一个共产主义的战士,我相信人和人是有差距的,就像有些人善于逻辑推理,有些人善于语言,有些人善于运动一样,绝对的平均主义是不可能存在的,也不应该存在,那种简单机械的共产主义就是一种绝对的乌托邦主义。

不得不说深秋的Washington DC是寒冷的,我在国会山待到2:30就扛不住了。想想还有17个小时的长途跋涉,我不能把自己给冻透了,我决定撤回到Union station.惊喜的发现US是有免费WIFI的,卷,美国好吧,哪里都有免费的网上,你的Iphone在国内是废了。再见了白宫,再见了国会山,再见了华盛顿纪念碑,甚至再见了美国。最后一张国会大楼的照片。

2012年11月18日星期日

五角大楼Pentagon 第十四天

明天就要离开了,今天决定一定要去一下五角大楼,我查了Google才知道原来就是地图的左下角一个叫Pentagon的地方,我昨天给小陈陈说华盛顿DC特别小,还没有新市区大呢,她很是诧异,听她电话里满腹狐疑的说“不可能吧?”哈哈哈,小陈陈这个来自奎屯的土老帽。Washington DC是District of Columbia,缩写:D.C.汉语全称叫“华盛顿哥伦比亚特区”。华盛顿DC的东北侧就是马里兰州,西边就是弗吉尼亚州,相当于美国政府死气摆列的问这2个州各划出了一点位置建了个DC特区,让美国政府在这里办公。

因为对自己的跑步特别有信心的我,决定跑步到Pentagon,首先要去的就是林肯纪念堂,然后要跨过后面的Arlington Memorial Bridge,再往南走就是五角大楼了,再返回林肯纪念堂,往北走来到Georgetown。我上辈子肯定是德国人,太善于计划了,不过我给承认很多时候计划赶不上变化。一个人再聪明都无法逃掉时代带来的局限,就像尼采说的一样“我的孤独源于我早出生了100年”,同样孤独的我走在华盛顿DC的街头显得更加形单影只。我真的不知道用我的一己之力如何唤醒沉睡中的女人们,帮助她们走出endless loop of reproduction.哪怕是在走在人类文明前端的美国,我也是觉得那么的无助。我不得不承认Barry说的没错,目前为止没有什么好的手段和仪器可以表征Defference between male and female.Sorry,我的真的尽力了,如果Mayans你真的选择了我这样一个女人去改变人类的历史,请给我点幸运吧“a big Shift and Awareness will happen in human Physiology and Consciousness on December 21, 2012.”在2012年,一个巨大的转变和觉醒将会发生在人类的心理和意识上。我开始怀疑这位玛雅人的长老说的这句话了,也许你太高估人类的觉醒意识了。就像美国人太高估中国人的自我意识一样,我们就喜欢被独裁,你管的着吗你?作为肩负着人类繁衍重任的女人们,她们就是喜欢被人骑,我管的着吗我?一个“贱”字了得。我恨我自己没有早生100年,那么就可以和Freud面对面的争论,他为什么那么赤裸裸地揭露出一个无情的现实,让女人们像一个没有穿任何衣服的皇帝一样光着屁股站在男人面前,而且还无知的以为自己穿了衣服,而且是Endless的衣服,Freud曾说女人没有Superego,我这个有Superego的女人就他娘的站在你的面前,你瞎了吗?我的孤独和不被人理解又让我难以压抑心中的愤怒,但我不会像尼采一样自杀的,我还要继续我的生活,哪怕是猪一样的生活,我还要回家去滑雪呢,谁让我是一个现实的理想主义者呢。本以为这次会有一点,哪怕是一丁点的前进,但是我还是败走麦城了,以后估计这2年都不会出国了,除非在学术上有人和我的理论一样,也许下一站是欧洲也许是澳大利亚,我没有任何办法只有等待,这也好可以再存几年钱给老妈,我不像老梁那么能挣钱,不过还好也不像卷和慧慧那样能花钱,我可以3年不买一件衣服,但愿意花一个小时150大洋的英式骑马,老刘这样一个月1万大洋的人都觉得骑马太贵了,哈哈哈哈人各有志嘛,我的骄傲就是我从不装大尾巴狼,有多大头就戴多大的帽子,我可以做到的事,我可以为你做,但是你要承认我是有成本的,做不到的请你找别人吧。啊哈哈哈,想起滑雪真的好开心啊,虽然发现天池滑雪场又涨价了,现在滑一次至少要花130大洋呢。他娘的中国大陆真是啥都涨价啊。

说起“计划"我又不淡定了,呵呵,不淡定的后果只能是“蛋疼”。我决定还按第一次的路线先跑到白宫,后到林肯纪念堂。
这还是白宫后门,华盛顿将军的铜像,不得不说这位高达190CM的男人的确是个奇人。是他开创了美国式的民主,是他在当选了2届美国总统后,自甘把总统让于后人的男人,是他当初选择了"Sir"这个词给“总统先生"而没有采用副总统建议的“Prince”殿下,是他选择了White house 而不是 White Palace.是华盛顿将军奠定了美国的“人与人平等“的第一步。让我这个来自东方的人再次瞻仰这高耸入云的纪念碑吧。


每次路过白宫,我都在想Obama干什么呢?处理公务还是在研究如何对付中国?还是像克林顿一样趁米歇尔不在的时候在白宫玩莱温斯基呢?呵呵呵,克林顿的花边新闻可真的不少,而且我相信其中绝大部分是真的,加州州长施瓦辛格不也是女人和私生子一堆吗? 不仅如此我也相信Obama在这方面也不干净,不过身为国家总统的他在这方面有所克制而已。我不禁佩服希拉里这样一个女人,能在克林顿受到如此质疑的时候把自己的姓氏从”罗德姆 ”改为“克林顿”。女人最应该在自己身上找原因,作为一个拥有Superego的我,我真的可以理解为什么男人喜欢Cheating,因为我也很多时候控制不了我自己的本能,至少在幻想方面我真的控制不了。男人们之间总是赤裸裸的,就像成龙在“小龙女”事件曝光后,说了一句大实话“我只是犯了每个男人都会犯的错误”,却引来了无数装大尾巴狼的男人的苛责一样。女人总是愚蠢的,而男人总是务实的,所有女人几乎都像小慧慧这样认为街上的发廊都是为了别人家的男人开的,自己的老公一定不会去。我就纳了闷了,难道这些发廊是为了我开的吗??别说我还真的没有去过,不是不好奇,而是太脏了,也就是“聚宝盆”给我说的大实话,他们班都有男生去,但他没去过,因为嫌妓女太脏了,他宁愿自己解决。我估计他当时是处男吧,估计等他到了40岁后也会去的。无论如何我很感谢那些和我交往过的男友们,真的,一我很感谢你们曾经对我那么好,二我很感谢你们把我当哥们一样对我说真话。可惜啊,你们的这些“养狼计划"失败了,我可是有自我意识的狼啊。是你们让我明白了我从小的某种本能,原来我和你们男人一样的混蛋。你们的真心话对我的理论研究很有用。哈哈,祝你们都好运吧,只要你们不找到我这样的Superego女人,相信你们都会好运的,因为你们总是占便宜的那个物种。




World war 2 memorial


倒影在湖中的林肯纪念堂

不能在此地久留,我还给去Pentagon呢,Pentagon可在弗吉尼亚州呢,我给加油跑步才行。说起跑步,美国人真是时时刻刻在跑步,哪怕到了中午12点都有人在跑步,让我这个体育达人都不禁好奇?他们吃午饭了吗?不怕胃下垂吗?这不禁让我想起了”Are you still a runner“,汗!搞笑的Bette Porter,不过说起来,我一直觉得黑人的发音要比白人清楚,可能他们也是移民的原因吧,就像外地人到了北京说的普通话比北京人更标准一样,我始终觉得Jennifer beals的英语比Laurel Holloman要更让人听懂。作为一个黄种人,我在美国这片土地上感到了深深的自卑,这也让我体会到了在Season1中Bette知道Tina不愿意生一个黑宝宝的时候的感受,这种有色人种的脆弱是白人不可能明白的。就像我说慧慧我们一定要支持Obama一样,只有他经历过这些心路历程,才能明白这里的艰辛和不易。所以我对华人的移民一代很是佩服,基于任何行为都是收益和成本差值的总和这一理论基础,是什么样的力量能支持着他们来到这样陌生的土地,陌生的环境,只是为了他们心中的”American dream“.我想没有一个中国人愿意经历这些背井离乡的痛苦,如果真的国内的环境好的话,他们真的都愿意回国报效祖国的。当然移民二代是无比幸福的,母语就是英语,从小受西方文化熏陶。

美国还让我感动的一点是,无论什么样的路,当然全封闭的高速路除外哦,都有让人和自行车走的道路,而且在复杂的道路交界处,都会设有人行横道线。这样就可以打消你的顾虑,你不用担心走着走着没路了,据说这些道路的设计是必须经过多次真人测试的结果,就像公交车的时间一样,到站时间是多次测试后的平均值。在中国可不行,你可不能相信头脑发热的”大站快车“的人,我怀疑那个让乌鲁木齐BRT大站快车的人有没有做过BRT?估计他也是花着纳税人的钱去NY周游了一趟,发现了个Express快车,就想当然的用在BRT上了。我的天啊,都是些人头猪脑。美国的伟大之处是让我这样的”矮矬穷“有可以活下去的勇气和环境,当然你给有合法的美国身份。



看看我到哪了?美国军事国防部-五角大楼

看看这满强的铁丝网吧,不晓得带不带电?
在往南走,就是五角大楼纪念墙,这个不太好翻译,因为美国人的纪念碑、墙什么的都翻译成"Memorial",上面写着9.11中死了多少人,最下面那句感动了我,we will never foget.
这是五角大楼西南角
在纪念馆处的台子上有这些年代的标志,每个年代都有,分别对应着一个小台子,下面是有流水的。我是在没有弄明白为什么?







这是东南角,这个平台是可以上去的,但是赫然写着"No photograph"的牌子,我就别找抽了吧,说实话他要写一西班牙语的或是维语的,我就是上去“卡卡卡”的照相了,毕竟无知者无畏,但在我看懂的情况下,我还故意违规我还是有点心虚。我又想起了Obama说的“Chinese people should play by rules”.最终没有照相。但心里也暗地里窃喜他没有用简体汉字写着“禁止照相”或“禁止喧哗”或“禁止吐痰”等,这不禁让我想到了袁Sir说的欧洲的各个地方都有这个的汉语标示。华人啊华人,丢人都丢到海外去了。我不知道现在的国人怎么那么热衷于旅游?真的是为了体验人生,还是为了面子好回来炫耀?如果你真的为了体验人生,你就应该学习到西方人的精髓,而把这种精髓带回给国内,而不是下车照相,上车睡觉,回来后除了照片和炫耀以外什么都不知道。中国人太多的“炫耀心”了,太少的“同理心”了,too many vanity,but too little empathy

我原路返回到林肯纪念堂,想去一下Kennedy center,在路上看到了越战纪念碑Vietnam Veterans Memorial,其实第一天我就可以去的,但是作为一个中国人,我不太想去。越战表面上是和越南共产党打仗,实则越共的背后是支持他的中国共产党。来到越战纪念碑的感觉是我亲手屠杀了这么多的美国人,他们是来向我索命的,这种感觉让我很不舒服。
据说这个碑是一个美籍华裔而且是女性设计的,上面我猜测是每一个死在越南的美国人的名字。至少我认为作为一个华人,不应该来这,就像作为一个朝鲜人不应该去“韩战纪念碑”一样。我心中有愧啊!

终于到了肯尼迪中心了,据说还有收门票,没钱,撤!


这是从肯尼迪中心往“乔治城”望去的景色,那个红色的地方就应该是乔治城了,房东说那是很久的建筑了,值得去一次。
肯尼迪中心北侧就有这样一个建筑,开始我不知道是哪里?只是觉得他的建筑创意很是特别,就照了下来,他的结构有点让我想起了Tampa的国际机场,像个蜘蛛一样,以中心向外发射成为各个不同的航站楼。后来回到家里我查了另我大吃一惊,这就是著名的令尼克松总统下台的“水门事件”的水门楼watergate complex. 看看这复杂的建筑格局,终于明白为什么加“Complex”了。

终于到了乔治城了


乔治城的建筑主要是以砖红色和土黄色为主,这也和秋天的华盛顿相得益彰。


这就是地图上标识的“OLD stone house”,应该用全石头做成的吧。
回来的时候一直顺着M st NW往东走,然后碰到了我熟悉的Rhode island Ave往东北方向走。路过一个体育场,有人在打篮球,是塑胶场地的,应该是免费的,因为我亲眼看见他走了进去。